( slipping from his seat, the soldier stepped forward, withdrawing his hand from matt's grasp to pull matt into his arms instead. )

I want you here. So I'll hold you to it. You bring so much into my life I didn't have, and. Maybe it's for good reason others haven't been able too. It takes so much to even get half of what I feel some days, and I can't imagine you have it any easier, all the stuff you gotta juggle between court and. And the other stuff.

But I'm not afraid. And I'm not gonna change my mind about you just cause you've got a dick. Yeah, you're a guy, and I never expected I'd end up with one, ever, but I didn't expect a blind guy to understand me better than practically all the sighted people I know. And not only that, but to put up with all my bullshit and. And still care.

I'm sorry I'm not as experienced. Or as. Skilled. I. I know there's probably better out there than me too, for sex. Those things really aren't as important to me though. Fun, sure, and it's a hell of a time, but. But your heart is what I care the most about. Not your penis. Your penis can't change that anyway. So.